Tuesday, February 2, 2010

I'm A Monster

I lost my cool tonight. Again. I was stressed, at the end of my rope and I just about busted a gasket.

I felt horrible and apologized but I still feel like a shitty parent. I NEED to learn from my parent's mistakes, not make the same ones over again. I am better than that.

New year, new me... I need a change.

1 comment:

Patsy :) said...

Hey! The best Mommies blow their gaskets...Just ask my kids. Haha! I too do not want to be like my parents and so I explain more with words and love, but sometimes...a Mom has to blow their gasket before the kids sit-up and take note! It's a good thing that I don't go around hitting my kids, like my parents did. I can say that my kids are not afraid that I would hurt/slap/hit them, but afraid that they will disappoint me!
"When Mommies happy, everyone's happy!" Hang in there...it happens to the best of us!